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Thought this was relevant seeing as it’s revision season!
Guys this is mine, muy proud :’)
Just made the decision to skip an exam. Would never have seen this coming two years ago…
So I’ve looked at two pages of an 11 page revision guide for a 30 hour lecture course. I have just over 33 hours until my exam. In this time, I have to sleep twice, eat, shower, travel to and move into my uni house. Seriously considering not turning up.
I’ve broken down twice today and actually told people what I’m going through. I have to do it all over again with my Dad, but the weight that’s been lifted off me is incredible. I have a short term plan, I’ve signed up for counselling and things aren’t looking quite as bad. I mean I’m still terrified and completely lost, but at least I have a couple of people that I can go straight to now without havng to explain the whole situation.
What the fuck I’m going to do with my life is something to worry about after June 21st.
Seriously. You have 5 days to revise for two exams you have done NO revision for. Then two days later another exam you’ve also done nothing for. Plus an essay deadline for something you’ve only written half of, and you have no idea how to do the rest of it. Yes it seems impossible, but that’s your own damn fault. I don’t know why you don’t care, but you have to try. I know it terrifies you that you just seem to have given up on everything degree related, but you just have to get through this. Just try and scrape through. You fail this year and you let your family down and you let Rev down. I know none of it makes any sense to you, that you don’t enjoy it and that even when you get to the end of your degree you have no idea how it’s going to help you in life, but failing won’t help any of this.
Stop panicking. Stop crying. Just DO SOMTHING! Please…
But what’s the point?
